Fear vs Tiny

Time heals all wounds.
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.

-extracted from novel new moon>


I wonder any of you has this kind of feeling? Feeling lost, worry and fear. Fear of the coming incidents. At least, for now I feel that way. Probably i am going back soon, going back to place, fight for my future, face a lot of problems again. Staying at home is so much difference, less things to be worried. I know I aint alone there, but I feel so much insecure. And I know i have changed, change to someone afraid of everthing, I need to get back my confidence.

I think too much again. Anyway, i am fine. No worries for me.

Moody weekend

i had a moody weekend. My mc is late again, and what bothering me is my lower abdomen is pain again, it's very annoying. I am going back on next monday, but I have a lot of things havent bought yet. Scarf, bra, pants... are all in my list. But i dont have any money left now, spending lots of money recently, going around buying these and that. Wish I can have money without doing anything, but it is impossible, nothing is free. Sigh.

Went to genting yesterday, update my blog again when i get pictures taken.

Blind date. I dont know what it supposed to be called. My previous student's parent wanted to meet me, then I got my mom to go with me. It has been 2 years i havent met them. She told us a lot about her family. The main point is, she said she worries her eldest son, 25 years old, still single. Though she never says that she's gonna introduce me to her eldest son (in fact my student was her 4th son), we can FEEL it. It's going to be so hilarious if she really make it. My student knew i am in a relationship, i guess she knew it too. If it happens, I AM NOT GOING TO SUCH A DATE.

michellin time~

naked @@

sleeepppyyy >.<

Homemade food

This is not the first time I cooked by myself. Cooking is actually very fun, when you are free, it's a good activity to spend time on. I think it's time for me to do something special or even more meaningful, that is learning to cook something. I want to cook something which I can make them in my hostel. Absolutely no frying, then i decided to make salad type or more on dessert.




potato egg mix veges salad (processing)


After some decoration...PEMVS is ready for served!!!!ta da....*clap hands pak pak pak



Time for the failure part. This is another dessert? I consider it is.
Banana potato



It looks a bit disgusting and taste bad. I wonder it is my skill or materials mistakes making it taste like shit. Actually the sauce that added on the top suppose to be the strawberry thing, but it is impossible for me to buy a whole bottle of strawberry juice just for the little topping. Besides, i used the raw banana so it is less sweet and harder to make it in the mash form.
Conclusion, it is out of my mistake for the whole process =)

Ban leng leng

Weekends are even busier than weekdays.
I went for a class, about skin care and guasha. It talks mainly on the Amway product, Artistry. The products are quite good, I haven't used them before. They are good because all are money guaranteed, means you can have your money returned if you are not satisfied with the outcome. I wish to have a set too. As you know, girls must take good care of their skins as wont be getting old easily. So, weychii once you be people's wife, dont forget to do mask often, ha. Anyway, I learnt guasha too, on face. It can lift up your cheek, reduce fine lines and wrinkles (i dont have XD), reduce undereye puffiness and panda eyes (my major problem) and others (too many i couldnt remember all).
This is the first time I used TONER, MOSTURIZER BLAH BLAH BLAH. It's totally different , if you do care on your skin. Before starting any skin care, you got to have those skin care products, means you need money again, sigh. Finally I got a conclusion ,
RICH = BEAUTY
do you agree with me?

After the 6 hours class, then we rush to my hometown, raub. What usually you do in your hometown? Eat, eat and eat also. I ate a lot durians since im back from taiwan, so i'm kinda durian phobia now. Anyway, my aunt made me some of the dumplings.
See..


<------- dumplings THEY ARE VERY VERY NICE






mangoosteen ----->

Never see this in Taiwan before.












Okay, finally, as requested, post up michellin and his brother pictures, ha.

GO haggen dazs

Haggen Dazs ice-cream is extremely NICE! I just got 2 small tupperware of chocolate and vanilla flavors of HAGGEN DAZS ICECREAM from my student. It's just so so so nice. Then i went to TBR, meeting some of the college friends in the old days. I thought there would be a lot of friends, in fact, four people including me there. It's okay for me since less people means you can talk more with them. 2 friends are still having advance diploma, and the other one is working now. Glad that everyone is having a full plan with their future. The working friend is planning to buy Honda Jazz and asking for our opinions. She is one year younger than me but she has already have the ability to pay for the car loan every month. I think I should think of my future path too, shouldnt I? Set a goal and try to make it within 10 years, that's what the girl told us. Everyone has got to sacrifice something. You can't have all the things with you, I agree with that. Planning is easy but to make it comes true, isn't easy. ha
I wonder what happen to me, 10 years later from now on.

Complicated

Love, is such a complicated thing, isn't it?
It is hard to meet someone that both loving each other. So, appreciate that if you have got such an opportunity. There are more love complications and friendship problems in High School Musical 2. I would like to share the songs to you guys again, ha. The lyrics in this song is quite meaningful for me, at least. Perhaps changes might be good, it depends on how you handle with it.
Let's watch this video together!

Vanessa Hudgens is cute!!But i prefer her hairstyle in High School Musical1.

Happy ever after.

High School Musical

Finally I have finished watching High School Musical 1. It's a nice movie, not the plot, but the songs within it.

There are few songs kinda nice in this movie, but this is my favourite one =)


pretty girl she is XD

New

First of all, welcome everybody for visiting my blog. This is my third blog, and the last blog i have ever wanted to create. Weychii's blog made a great effort on this ha. I love to read her blog because there are a lot of pictures on it and i love the buildings in UK. Okay, back to this topic again, i also want to create a blog full with pictures .

Try to write more in english
perhaps here is the only place allowing me to practise my english writing too =)
There are a lot of things we have to learn.
Stay tough.