Difference

Sometimes you can't blame that we aren't successful or wealthy enough, perhaps we don't actually pay much effort on it. Some people will be so hardworking until they will spend their lunch time hanging around library, searching for the extra information on studies. So they deserve for the success and the ranking too.
I have been acting differently recently too. Or I have just gone back to be myself? Love to stay alone always, and do my things. In the other words, life is getting busier, I have no time for stuff that wasting time. But this has against my theory => nothing is meaningless in the world, as long as you think it is worth for you, then go for it! ha
Seize your time

see you guys soonnn

=)

Jeezzz

It's a busy semester. Having exam every two weeks. I am feeling stress anyway, but somehow it makes me feel my life is so contented. That makes time passes so fast, means i'm going home soon again. And recently I got this "cold", got infected by my boy =.= I realize that someone would have to take good care on herself, especially when your family is not around you. Because you have to deal with all the problems by your own so be sure that you are healthy always. Never try to rely on anyone, they can't help you all the time. Oh, i miss my family so much >.<

Don't ever simply judge or criticize something. No one is perfect, neither of you. Learn what's appreciation, because no one is deserved for anything.

Belief

I am not good at words, that makes me have some troubles when communicating with others. I always worry that people don't understand what i said. Sometimes I don't know what i said either ha. Terrible huh.

It has to be learned, lots to learn. I was quite disappointed on something before, it couldnt convince me anymore. Anyway, i realise now, i should stand on my belief. You will gain what you have paid off. Just work harder.

But somehow i am lazy too >.<

PIXAR

There's a exhibition for PIXAR animation. I guess most of you know what it is. Up, Toy Story, Finding Nemo, incredible and some others are all from Pixar animation. Well, these tickets are actuallt got from my student's parent here. She gave us two tickets (me and my boy) and another 200 bucks for the rental of the device (something which introduces you the displays. I knew very little for arts, but somehow i adore it, ha. The exhibition shows the sketches of the artists by using pencil, carbon, or others painting materials. It's just so so so awesome! I think liwen would definitely love that! ha.

Recall back that night liwen and i talked about arts. Actually it wasnt arts, just about something related to our future. I wonder artists have to be involved in the big production or at least be famous so that they can gain a living? It's just so hard, because art is something which you can't define. There's no border for it.

Complication

I notice that there are a lot of things, we can't help on them no matter how hard we tried to fix them. It sounds so pathetic. I always tell others to work hard for their dreams. You might not get what you want in the end, but at least you have tried. Anyway, I am kind of, changing my thoughts. Sometimes it is just so tiring. I know life is there, everyone has to face it bravely or toughly. Things are changing all the time, i can barely accustomed to that.

Fine, I dont need any of your pity.

Blue

I have no idea on the title for this post. Just feeling tired and strengthless these days, still having serious PMS. And I am quite addicted to the tv series => sex and the city. Kindly suggest all the girls to watch this drama, or at least read the novel.
What do you think of friendship? It is quite sad that someone you were very close to, and now both of you are no longer to have a lot of topic to discuss with. Luckily, there are some very good friends still around me, at least mentally there are. Some friends no matter how hard you try, they would never be your good friends. Our thoughts are different. And I noticed that, I love to complain, ha (pathetic =<). I wish the complaints make things better, perhaps. Where there's a complain, there comes the improvements. Things are very unfair sometimes, however you can't help on it. Accept the fact and change it by making effort on it. Of course, i will keep blaming ha (deep inside my heart). And it's annoying huh.
Love to be alone sometimes, spend some time to refresh yourself.

Im feeling so weak, i need improvement. Thanks for everyone supporting and your good words. Anyway, I hate two faces, please don't be faking to me. I will just go by my own.

Bring it on

Things are so fucked-up.