拉拉生日快樂

首先，先跟我可愛的室友說聲生日快樂!!!耶

我們吃蛋糕，喝白酒，吃鮪魚玉米，感覺真的好開心，能住在一起是一種緣分吧 哈

最近真的是太忙了，考試、比賽(雖然我沒上場)，還有一堆有的沒的事情
好想快點結束這個學期，展開下個學期，因為我有很多計畫中的事情，等待著下學期去一一執行
說到比賽，沒上場是一種遺憾，畢竟我都大三了，能打球的日子還有多少，可是我也真的能力有限，上場只會被別人幹掉。有時候我在想，甚麼時候輪到我站在賽場上，大家都為我加油打氣緊張，那種日子有沒有一天會發生?
可是我是不會放棄的，我知道自己能力不足，所以我會更努力，我一定要站在這舞台上，而不是成為下面的支持者
晚上跟媽媽聊天，發現他們真的很辛苦，我應該更加要用功唸書，以後我一定要好好照顧他們，讓他們過好日子

苦盡甘來，勤能補拙，我會努力的 耶!

大家也一起努力!!!

Reality vs Fact

Do we really need to please someone who actually we hate for? In some situation the answer would be a yes. We have no choice in order to have a BRIGHTER SUCCESSFUL future. Of course i wasn't saying myself, I don't understand why there are some people did something exactly different from what they said. And it is really disgusting! Probably they would just love to hang out with some friends who are considered "useful" to you, rather than being friends that sharing joy with you. Fine, it doesn't matter for me, snobbish fellas~

And lastly, i went for a english class yesterday. This is my english teacher, he is from lebanon and only 19 years old ha. I guess i was too nervous that my hand was shaking XD

well, it's nice to talk to him. I mean i can finally get someone to talk in english with me.

It's winter!

Weather changes, turns to colder. I wonder perhaps it would be great if there was someone holding your freezing hands. XD Anyway, it just so boring now. I don't feel like studying now as i have been sticking with my desk for few days, struggling for the nerves that are coming up in the test paper on Monday. It's just so good if i was in home, at least i can watch TV, or play with my nephew and lots things to do. 2 weeks i have been single again, i guess im slowly getting used with it. Time heals everything.

Suddenly remind me of this song, share with you guys.

Mistakes and Fate

Recently i saw a quote from Sex and the city
" Have you ever made mistakes and lost the fate?" It looks so familiar with my situition before. But i really hope that chances will be given for another try, at least im not giving up easily. But somehow the situation is different if you are not even given a chance to change something. I have shifted the "concentration" from him to my friends. It's another change of my life, a new adaption on it. Sometimes i couldnt help but wonder, can a broke up couples be friends again? I was the one suggested to be friend again, but i can't really make it at the moment. Perhaps i need more time to have the wound healed. Anyway, scar is still there. I didn't cry for him because my tears worth nothing for him. He doesn't care anymore. We didn't talk to each other for a week. Is it better for us to be friends at the beginning? Perhaps none of us is hurt so badly now. And this is life, but when it heals is still a question.

Happy Birthday 8寧

My dearest friend, happy birthday to you again.

Thanks for these few days.

And i shall be ok. It hurts but gonna be fine. Just wonder how long to get recovered.

No tears, just pain.