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經過這幾天的大吃大喝　胖了２～３公斤
唉　今天開始來個終極大減肥好了　耶！

2010 merry X'mas~

Another year again, time passed so fast
This was the 4th christmas i had in taiwan so far, and i love this year christmas anyway =)
During the christmas eve, liyu, dodo and I went to Afternoon Tea restaurant having a luxury+expensive teatime together. We talked a lot during the teatime, which there were many things that happened recently and the complications among people on their relationships. At that moment, i noticed and realized that i want to be closer with these 2girls in the tabletennis team!
On the day of Christmas, i planned to have a revision day whole day, however i was dragged to a concert finally =.= It was actually organized by liyu's church. People there are very nice and funny too. I saw the ways they treat liyu, it's warm and touching, i guess she will be happy at there and guess she'll be fine and recover someday in the future.
My concentrations is getting worse recently =.=, whenever reading at the notes, i fall asleep , sigh sigh sigh. My body weight increases somehow probably eating too much recently. Sometimes i wonder that why do i have to suppress my own desire on eating the food that i love. And so the consequence would be the number on weighing machine goes up, with alot of poo poo everyday (feel good~huh)
I guess i have to back to my notes again. Otherwise im gonna be frustrated again for not being on schedule again..
Merry chirstmas to all of U~

a warmth nice teatime

yesterday 4 of us were going for the tea time at in-house, a restaurant which nearby our school. The four of us including bo cheng, 2 seniors and me. One of the seniors was the main point during this tea time, where we would want to "interview" him about his personal life recently with a junior.
Anyway, i was kinda surprised that the other junior was going too because at first only 3 of us planned to go. However, i was quite happy to see him somehow =). He is actually my type too, a good impression on him! ha.

省思

看看身邊的同學 看看自己 我到底在幹嘛
人常說 人比人比死人 但我說 比較下出狀元
大家都那麼傑出優秀 自己除了出一張嘴之外 脾氣怪一點之外 應該也沒什麼了吧
想想還有1年半的時間就要進醫院了 醫學方面我懂多少 說話技巧我又學會了多少
很失敗 很失敗 可是我不會放棄

偶爾寫一寫文章激勵自己其實還不錯
我沒有大家那麼聰明 可是我相信我的用功和認真 還是會有出人頭地的一天

加油 向前衝吧

useless

Everyone has his own personalities, some you can accept while some you feel unacceptable. I do have my own emotion, which makes me feel frustrated sometimes. I want to have all the things settled in organized. In other words, i wish there would be some tiny little improvement on what i am doing now. No efforts, no success. However, it seems that hardship doesn't always balance with the outcome. I am getting worse in playing tabletennis, it makes me so depressed. Well, allow me to apologize to people around me when i got mad. Sorry that i lost my emotion and shouted at you guys.

Depression does exist and it bothers me somehow. Anyway, i will keep working hard and this is what i should do at the moment.

lonely

Sometimes i feel quite lonely though it seems like i have a lot of friends here. Perhaps it is me trying to avoid from the crowd, and settle everything alone. I think it saves me time, i need to finish all the things scheduled in a short time. I don't have much time to waste by sitting there or hanging around without motive. Consequently, it makes me become more lonely and anti-social. I need some really close friends and family around me to have me recharged. Life is tough and meaningless without you guys...I never feel meaningless for the daily routine repeats everyday in the past days. However, it does happen now. Perhaps i have to take a deep breath and confront every single incident with different thoughts.
Lastly, my english has deproved a alot zzzz, keep forgetting the vocab

Left 44days to go back home! yay!

英靈追思紀念會

我想 我已經很久沒有更新這個部落格了
每當事情的一開始的時候 總是覺得很新鮮 幹勁十足 可是到後來卻膩了
最近又很忙嗎? 的確是蠻忙的 一週恐怕也只有週末是比較有空的
有空的時間也要唸書 現在只是覺得我需要很多時間去做我的事情 去完成很多為完成的事
哪怕有天上天把我叫回去了 我這一輩子不就遺憾一堆嗎
對不起我身邊的人 我都在獨自的做自己的事 看起來很自私似的
但如今我真的自身難保了 非常抱歉

前天參加了學校的英靈追思紀念會


當然 感觸挺深的
追思大體老師們願意奉獻他們的遺體讓我們去學習人體的結構 也感謝家屬們的成全
但想回之前那幾堂課 自己到底有沒有認真學習 好像沒有 只在那裡叫無聊
我想該好好反省一下自己
人生經歷了無數的事情 每每發生一件事情之後都會覺得愧疚 但實際上立志要改過得也沒有幾個可以辦到
我想那是我該學習的地方
有捨有得 應該更努力認真去看待每件事情了
謝謝一路上曾經幫助過我的人 感恩身邊曾出現的貴人門

記憶

記著那段回憶又怎樣?曾經被傷害過的傷口就算癒合了，還是會留下疤痕。每每看到這一道傷疤，心就很痛，痛得我已不想再去記起曾經一起甜蜜的回憶。因為不能逃避，所以寧願選擇忘記，但這是不可能的，要復原還是得靠自己，我能說的都說完了，之後你想要怎樣你自己決定吧

真的很矛盾
算了 我還是覺得當朋友的感覺最好 至少我不用怕傷害到人

school reopening

as the title said, school starts, it was the new semester again.. i'm still in Malaysia, thinking what the teachers taught. Anyway, i feel kinda stress, worry i couldnt get used to this new busy contented semester. Isn't this i wanted for since long time ago? Yea, it is. I have to be tough.

welcome, my new semester, it would definitely a beginning to me again.

2010 新年快樂

大家走了 新年就這樣結束了
每一年看見親戚朋友 大家都變了
時間過得真快 還是喜歡以前大家還是小孩的時候 現在想要大家聚在一起的機會更難了
以前一大班小孩一定會玩在一起 可是現在都各自有自己的節目 有自己的想法和空間了
看看長輩們 他們真的老了 晚輩的我們 也長大了 不在像以前圍在一起玩牌了
唉 怎麼辦 時間一直過 好可怕啊~~
我 又 23歲了 哈
還有兩天就開學了 新的學期新的希望新的夢想
這次沒有甚麼藉口和約束 把以前錯過的東西全部給追回來
不能再浪費時間了 相信大家也有同感吧 要做就趕快做 因為時間真的不多了

大家要開開心心迎接新的一年 耶