My weekends

Since when my weekend becomes so boring here. I would rather stay at the dorm during weekend because i don't want to squeeze with others outside. Weekdays and weekends seemed no different for me as a student =). This makes me would prefer go out hanging on weekdays, where places are more quiet.
Anyway the second reason which i would prefer to stay at the dorm because i want to save money haha. This semester is pretty hard for me as a reason i don't have any part time job which means i have no extra money to spend. Wish i could get the scholarship that i applied recently...
My diet and slimming plan is going practically ..achieved slowly? My kilos is going down but still higher than the time i went back home last 2 months..zzz..Getting weight is just so easy for me..

disappointment

I watched the list again though i knew the results few months ago. That's one thing proved again, which is "hardship doesn't equal to the outcome". Tears rolled down from my cheeks again. I feel useless and disappointed for myself. People can get such a good result even though they are so busy. Another way to think about it, read the same thing twice again would be good too. At least you are able to memorize them deeply and clearly. Thanks for my parents again for not blaming me.

Should work harder.