幸福

你知道甚麼是幸福嗎 幸福就是你走到那都會會心一笑 雖然生活工作壓力很大 但想到家裡等候自己的那個人 也會會心一笑 我知道我並不孤單 我真的很幸福 謝謝你

壓力就是成長

上了急診第一班 誇張到有點嚇到 開始擔心沒辦法達到業績了 一天接9個病人 =.= 開始想要怎麼補作業.... 壓力確實很大 覺得自己甚麼都不會 很笨 很多東西系統也不懂 更怕病人在我手上出事... 幸運的是我有一個好男人在我身邊 無時無刻給予我鼓勵 還特地跑去買我愛喝的紅茶給我 謝謝你~ 我會加油的

Back on the stage

The two months of happy life has finally come to the end. Well, i could not deny that i do have wonderful days and sweet memories during these days. The friends i met, who came from different hospital and graduated from other universities, they are awesome and there're something where i can learn from them. The plan which had been set for studies did not go as accordingly. =) Now i need to say i have to get back my on stage and face the reality. There are so many challenges awaiting me. I feel so insecure and worry, but i know somebody's there supporting me. Be tough.

self-improvement

since it was so free these days, what did i actually do during the free time? i would like to say,spend them thoroughly with my lovely boy...sink into it, love deeply the day before he left for Japan just few days, tears bursting out silently, unintentionally...wishing not to separate for every single moment..Holy shit, am i sick? i would like to grab back my own life, focus on my career again. Of course, he would still my love one

瑣碎小事

最近過得真的很愜意，讓我有點開始擔心12月急診班的不適應和腦袋停頓那麼久後的慘況... 不知是天意還是緣分，偏偏讓我最空閒的時候開始了一段新的感情，能夠有時間好好經營它... 第一次跟比自己年紀大的男生交往，確實很不一樣，比較會照顧自己，也愛碎碎念，但偶爾還是會流露出他孩子氣的一面 現在的生活很像新婚夫妻的感覺，早上一起吃早餐，送老公出門上班，然後去菜市場買菜，晚上再煮飯 因為這次的機緣巧合也讓我開始學習如何煮飯，也發現其實煮飯並沒有很難，問題只在於好不好吃而已... 感謝他很體諒我，也很珍惜我所做的一切，不會埋怨只會感激，還幫我出頭髮，還真的第一次有男人幫我吹頭髮... 希望這次是對的人 恩 我會好好珍惜的

My 27th birthday

Another year there comes again, my birthday. Usually i don't really tell others regarding on my birthday, most of them discovered it through my facebook info. I went to a date with my senior in high school. Unfortunately, she didn't come and left me having brunch alone. It was kinda sad and angry especially on my big day it happened. Then, i went to school as usual. My teammates gave me a birthday surprise which they bought a cake for me. We visited the NTUH and took some pictures. It was glad and happy to know them. At night, i had my dinner at my boy's house. We had a luxurious dinner where uncle prepared them himself. After he knew it was my birthday, he purposely went out to bought me a birthday cake under big rainy day. It was so touching having them in Taiwan, as if my own family. My boy gave me a birthday present later too... Thanks everybody for the special day I'm such a lucky girl to have u all

真實

走在路上 想到他 也會會心一笑 感覺自家好像傻子 這一切感覺很不真實 我真的那麼幸運嗎? 是他嗎? 在人生路上尋尋覓覓當中 跌跌撞撞 終於找到他了 蓋棉被純聊天的那天 好感動 好窩心 我知道是你了 那種感覺回來了

The memorial day 2014-09-05

Things that were expected finally came to reality. Well, i am no longer single again. It is kind of weird of transforming my relationship status, for i have been single for so many years. I am not sure how it comes, so naturally, we hold hands.

人生

第一個月可怕的陽大附醫內科就結束了, 從一開始戰戰兢兢到現在甚麼都不怕的狀態call上線, 覺得自己成長了一些。認識了一群很棒的護理師,感受到宜蘭人的熱情與純樸。也認識了一群瘋瘋癲癲的同事和學弟妹,這些回憶 我會記住的 回來了馬偕 很不習慣 系統、人、工作內容都不太一樣，便得比較輕鬆，不再是第一線被call，有時間好好的休息、吃中餐，糟糕, 我開始懷念陽大的日子了.... 對於工作的那股passion，好像也因疲憊而有所減退，以後會一直這樣過日子下去，但跟病人聊天真的很不錯 除了工作，感情生活最近也有點改變。跟某人最近聊很多，但也因為自己多喝了一點而做了一堆蠢事，發誓以後不再亂來了，我想我之前壓力果然有點大... 人生路還有很長很多挑戰 希望我能夠堅持到最後

The first challenge

執照終於考到了 我是一名名副其實的張醫師了 第一個月來到宜蘭陽大附醫 來之前就聽說這裡很累 果然真的很累 要顧的病人很多 有打不完的note 接不完的病人 來的第一個值班竟然接了9個病人 真的有夠誇張 打NOTE不是問題 但這裡的欄系統只在有夠讓人抓狂 比較不同的是 這裡病人都比較友善 護理師大部分人都很好 不會就請教他們 病人的安危為優先 面對突發狀況 有時還是會很害怕 不知道怎麼辦 腦袋會突然一片空白 值班都很焦慮 希望時間過快一點 希望自己趕快長大 希望趕快離開這裡 好寂寞無助 想趕快回台北

最後一步

人生終於來到另一個階段，過了我就是名正言順的張醫師，沒過就只好打包回老家再拚了 想想其實也沒甚麼不好，回了家一個月，爸媽老了，我想家了，想多花點時間在他們身邊，畢竟人生無常嘛.. 世界上除了念書其實還是還有很多很美好的事情 不是嗎? 身邊的人事物多麼的美好，那份人情味，是我最大的收穫 加油吧