self-improvement

since it was so free these days, what did i actually do during the free time? i would like to say,spend them thoroughly with my lovely boy...sink into it, love deeply the day before he left for Japan just few days, tears bursting out silently, unintentionally...wishing not to separate for every single moment..Holy shit, am i sick? i would like to grab back my own life, focus on my career again. Of course, he would still my love one