Here comes the resident life

Starting by tomorrow, i am the resident of anesthesiology and analgesiology department. Everything comes too fast yet too slow. I will record down my feeling whenever there's a turnover in my days. The pressure was so big but still i could manage to sleep and eat normally. This is just a starting point of my journey. There is still a long was to go in my life, and i know that many people are there supporting me. The lack of confidence makes me feel insecure and coward. This is not me!!!! I should grab back my self-confidence by working hard, have improvement on myself. Don't give up yourself, you are not that weak, my dear. A short conversation through phone or pillow talk is encouraging. Keep smile ;)