thanks

Thanks for liwen again, willing to listen to my stories again. Your encouragement does help a lot. But somehow i am the one who makes the decision. We have so much common, probably both of us from girls school, having the common personality of kc girls, ha. Anyway, this is the first time i feel so hurt, really hurt. It was like helpless except for crying. I know what I should do, but the emotional part has conquered the rational part within myself. And i know what is the best for me, but i cant make it. I want to try my best on it to make the changes, i'm not giving up yet, unless you really meant to let go.

Perhaps it was a good lesson for me.

I won't do any silly things. =) life is still on.

Good night