學生的最後一天

這一天終於來到了，身為學生坐在教室裡聽老師上課，這種生活也畫上了句點。今天只有四堂課，兩節必修兩節選修。必修上了蔡尚穎老師的課，課的最後老師播了一段自製的PPT，讓我霎時有了不少的感動。過去這五年半在這學校經歷的點點滴滴如今已成回憶，而我們即將踏入人生的另一段旅程，面對不一樣的事物。真的非常感慨...
謝謝各位老師的指導，謝謝同學們的愛

merry X'mas

Another year of christmas again, the fifth x'mas i had in taiwan. The most memorable x'mas that i had ever had was the one at OUG. We were at front of aik buey house and played the snow spray together, as if it was snowing. haha. Here comes another x'mas again, after x'mas would be new year, and im gonna getting older again. This year i celebrated with my student and her family. It was very good and a feeling of family.
Wish everyone enjoy their x'mas too!

So alike!

It is lunch break now, from 12-1pm. I am resting at my room as usual, because the classroom is so near with the place i stay. The session we had on the morning was funny and informative, the most probably was due to the teacher. He is from emergency department, i found out that he looked so alike with a friend i know recently. I think they are around the same age. Anyway, the main similarity between them is not related with the age, but the way they talked and the gesture they had. We have another session later, would be something about gynaecology. Hope everything will be fine later and end as soon as possible!

My weekends

Since when my weekend becomes so boring here. I would rather stay at the dorm during weekend because i don't want to squeeze with others outside. Weekdays and weekends seemed no different for me as a student =). This makes me would prefer go out hanging on weekdays, where places are more quiet.
Anyway the second reason which i would prefer to stay at the dorm because i want to save money haha. This semester is pretty hard for me as a reason i don't have any part time job which means i have no extra money to spend. Wish i could get the scholarship that i applied recently...
My diet and slimming plan is going practically ..achieved slowly? My kilos is going down but still higher than the time i went back home last 2 months..zzz..Getting weight is just so easy for me..

disappointment

I watched the list again though i knew the results few months ago. That's one thing proved again, which is "hardship doesn't equal to the outcome". Tears rolled down from my cheeks again. I feel useless and disappointed for myself. People can get such a good result even though they are so busy. Another way to think about it, read the same thing twice again would be good too. At least you are able to memorize them deeply and clearly. Thanks for my parents again for not blaming me.

Should work harder.

tiny little thing

When your parents are not with you, friends or intimate friend will be the one accompany you to go through everything. I was kind of touched by my classmate who organised a birthday party for me next week.
It seems like nothing for some people, however it means a lot to me. This is so called friendship and valuable memory to me in my life.
Thank you my friends

A great weekend

When you are overseas, you wish to have someone closer with you, such as boyfriend or family. I am the lucky one because i have a family who treat me so good. She was my student and i was with her today. Her mom is very kind, give me food whenever i go to their house. I am really very lucky, thank you everyone, i will appreciate such a good relationship!

Complications

A week has gone since i came back. Meet some old friends and talked about the past, then we realized that time passed pretty fast. Somehow i miss the old days, it came out in my dream too. Wonder what it exactly means. I think these memories won't fade until the next one appears to substitute the old one.
I promise i am gonna start doing some readings by tomorrow.

Thanks to my family and friends.

when the day comes

6 days left and i am going back to face the reality again. It is always good to be at home, free of stress and being treated like a princess(comparing in taiwan -.-). Many things happened in the past two months, the worst was i failed my exam, it was quite disappointed and i can't really take it even if it has been already a month go. I am an optimistic person, so i am not gonna give up of course. The books that i planned to read during this summer break was left on my desk with a layer of dust above, ha. Fine, i want to fully utilized the holidays left here with my family and friends. Other than that, i would just leave it back in taiwan .
When going back again, i know i am gonna start a new life again.

最後一天

明天就要把這四年學的東西烙印在兩張紙上
沒過的指數直上 可是也無可奈何
准考證號碼又不如我意 希望我只是想太多

應該要對自己有信心 相信自己

好拉 反正最壞的打算就是重考 不會死人的

加油!

剩兩天

剛做了一下考古題
錯超多 心情很糟

Make a wish

Please let me pass my coming exam!

救生員的日子#9

在松山泳池最後第二天 今天狀況很不好 踩水沒幾下就開始喘了 不知道是不是真的要生病了身體比較虛弱
對於深水的恐懼感也漸漸變得沒那麼嚴重了
今天學了潛水的一些知識 也學了打樁式入水 高空跳水真的很可怕 可怕在於空中的那幾秒鐘 我的姿勢都很奇怪 哈哈 不過總算跳了下去 8M高也真的不是每個人能克服的

希望趕快結束 好累
但很充實 謝謝教練們 謝謝大家

救生員的日子#7

今天終於要挑戰踩不到地的松山運動泳池 最低2.5M 最高5M 單聽到水深都已經害怕得不敢下去了@@
可是既然當初決定要參加 就不能半途而廢 還是硬著頭皮跟拉拉搭車到泳池
下水的那刻 50M的水道 游過去真的很累 而且又踩不到底 整個人都精神緊繃 快瘋了
大部分人都很厲害 輕鬆的踩水 可是我踩沒多久腳就開始累了 就會順勢將頭往後仰 到最後連我的頸椎也覺得非常累
到學救人的時候 我和我的拍檔都做一些休息一下 所以有些動作其實也沒練到 就有被教練唸了幾句 T^T
最後宵夜時刻 游抬頭捷泳真的游到我快死了 可以感覺得到手臂開始無力 我真弱 唉
那時心裡真的有股衝動想要放棄了 怎麼辦 .. 堅持下去好了
想辦法克服!!!加油

救生員日子#4

今天教練教接近法 真正學到一些跟救人有關的東西 可是對我基礎還不是很穩的人來說 這些都是很吃力的
不過還好我的拍檔人都很好 跟我配合把動作給完成 教練人一樣很好一直糾正我的問題 我才發現原來我一直游的自由式踢水都是錯誤的 讓我一直浮不起來 我得好好的把它給改過來

今天的收穫 : 總於鐮刀式入水法碰到池底了 側泳也漸漸有點進步
需改進 : 自由式退步的動作 測泳記得背打直手放輕鬆 蛙式仰式放輕鬆

謝謝今天所有給予指導的教練們

唸書了 加油!

救生員的日子#3

去了救生員班已經第三天了 生理期還沒結束 可是還是不管三七二十一下水學游泳
今天教練們教了跳水和徒手潛泳 可惜我都做不好 一直潛不下去
教練們都很好 很耐心的教我 只是說我很不爭氣 死都沉不下去
很累很累 我要加油 謝謝教練們 我會盡力的

謝謝大家 晚安

認真

其實每每想起自己想要做的事情真的是一羅羅 但實際上有達成的又有多少呢
每次說要減到45公斤 到了50左右就沒辦法繼續了
說要努力唸書考高分一點 結果唸一點就想睡覺了
說要認真做每件事情 結果做到一半就不耐煩隨便給它了結算了
說要對父母好 結果有時通電話語氣會很不耐煩
說要變漂亮 結果變了那麼久還是老樣子
總結還是自己的毅力不夠 做事總是三分鐘熱度

希望你好好的對待自己所需下的承諾

bad weather

Things are just going so unsmooth recently. My laptop was died finally but i havent checked for it what is actually going on because i gotta preparing for my coming exam next mon. Anyway, it wasnt that bad actually at least i have one to use now which i borrow from my senior. The other thing is that the weather is freaking sucks here. It is supposed to be in spring however it turns to be so cold these days which makes me feeling so uncomfortable. My detoxification plan has already started. Today would be the 3rd day, feeling well anyway for this and the kgs on the weighing machine drops =)

Wishing the weather to get better...

For some reasons

At first i just wanted to do some recording for the classes we had into my ipod so that i can listen it while im going for hiking later. Then i open facebook unconciously and read an article of my tabletennis team senior. He wrote about his feelings in the team through these years. I agreed with him in some ways, the reason that made me stay in the team until now is because of a 情, which i think it connects all of us. My tabletennis doesnt improve that much for i cant even go for a competition. All these years i went to every competitions by seeing and screaming for my teammates. I was always the one who was giving support, but not the one who was given support. Sometimes i feel like giving up, quiting the team. However, i gave up of quiting once the memories that we have been through recall back in my mind. The happiest memory that i have with you guys is probably not the medals we had in competitions, but the moments and feelings that we shard are the most appreciable.

Instead of the skill, you can actually gain a lot of things from the team - quoted from one of the 941 senior

Thank you guys for giving me such a good uni life

self confidence

i notice that self confidence always comes from the affirmation from others.
Therefore i must work harder to build up my confidence!! Go~

limitation

Everyone has their limitations. However, i think that limitations can't be an obstacle which holds you on. 1000m swimming looks like so hard to achieve, but i did it too yesterday where i have a bad muscle ache all over my body =.= Anyway, i feel relax after every exercises that i did. Today i have attended a "white coat ceremony" of my seniors and i realized that time passed pretty fast. Remember that day i came to this school and my seniors guided me along in all matters, after few years they are going to the hospitals for clerkship soon. The next year would be my turn, have i ready yet for all this?

pessimistic

I know i wasnt that pessimistic actually. Somehow i feel hopeless now, perhaps i am too stressed and homesick today.

cheers~ =)

A new semester

Well, here a new semester has just begun. I was back to my hometown for around 1month and then return to Taipei again yesterday. This situation comes twice every year. However i notice that im still not getting used with it. Whenever i came back from my hometown, i get depressed and down, i wish to stay longer in my hometown. Perhaps the coming years i will have lesser time to go back visit my parents and hence which makes me cannot bare with this situation.
Another thing is, there seems a lot of things to do in this new semester, many of my friends are busy preparing for the exam on July, but i don't know which part i can go through first and this really makes me kinda panic.
Hope that everything will be fine and run on smoothly in this coming year. And my friends, take good care in everywhere you are in. Miss ya!

realization

When you were in such a situation, then you would clearly understand and feel it. This is what im having right now. The last exam is going to be held on tomorrow, somehow i feel sick and uncomfortable at the moment. I wonder it was due to the "contaminated" water in the swimming pool. I felt uncomfortable since last night after swimming. Terrible bad on my throat and lung. i drink alot of water and ate some vit C, but it seems like useless=.= grrrr i hate getting sick when staying at outside, a place where your family are not around you/
anyway, it's my last subject tomorrow and i wont be giving up that easy!